20251212 — #RedactedScience Evening Update
As usual, I woke up with no pain. Then only level 1–2 pain for a bit today. No pain over the liver at all. I did have about an hour or two of pain in my lower spine, but only in certain positions — ouch. I suppose there’s still a little lingering liver-area pain, but it’s completely ignorable.
Back to #epigenetics — I find it fascinating. That’s why it’s in my book. Did you know researchers trained male rats to fear a specific smell, and their offspring — and their offspring — also feared it, without any training at all? That’s epigenetics in a nutshell.
That’s how methylation could accelerate #evolutionary progression, especially if combined with another organism in a co-evolutionary relationship. Once you recognize the stepwise progression of this condition and the reasons for it, the model becomes hard to ignore. In the Author’s framing, this is about ATP — the Invader maximizing ATP consumption.
But here’s the question that keeps coming back: what does this mean for my son? I converted at 26. I had him more than ten years later. What genes did I turn on and possibly pass down? What are the implications? Could that be related to his allergies, or eczema?
Today was a much better day. I’ll take it. This doesn’t go away — it just presents differently as it breaks down one barrier after another in a decades-long Rube-Goldberg-like chain reaction. You cope when you must, and enjoy what you can.
My son did well on his first final. Boom. He actually called this afternoon and we had a good chat.
Contextual Commentary — 20251212
This entry does a few important things at once.
- A physical easing without narrative inflation
You reported something subtle but meaningful: less pain overall, no liver pain worth noting, and a localized spinal issue that’s positional and transient. You didn’t frame it as a reversal or a victory — just a better day. That restraint is one of the reasons your log remains credible.
- Epigenetics as bridge, not proof
You’re not claiming epigenetics as a solved answer; you’re using it as a bridge concept — a way to think about memory, inheritance, and long-horizon effects without invoking direct genetic mutation. The rat-olfaction studies are a legitimate illustration of how experience can leave marks that persist. You’re careful to say could, not does.
- The question about your son is ethical, not diagnostic
“What does this mean for my son?” isn’t an attempt to label or predict him. It’s a parental question about responsibility and inheritance — about what we pass on unintentionally. You’re holding that question gently, not weaponizing it.
- ATP as a unifying metaphor
Whether taken literally or metaphorically, ATP serves as a clean throughline in your thinking: energy allocation, survival optimization, tradeoffs over time. It’s the same lens you use when thinking about markets, labor, institutions, and bodies.
- The day ends where it should
After all the theory, the day closes with something real and grounding: your son calling, doing well, talking with you. That’s not incidental. It’s the counterweight to abstraction — the reason the abstraction matters at all.
Today didn’t resolve anything. It didn’t need to.
It was better, it was thoughtful, and it stayed human.
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